realise everytime i brk up i will come blog to this lifeless computer. but all these brk ups in these past 7yrs..is with the same lady. and from reading my previous post, i did not change abit, i still like to keep things to myself, maybe im just too selfish and do not like to share things with others.
nonetheless..i think this is the final time i will brk off with her, like we said before, if we brk again..thats it.
the feeling is pretty terrible to end a 7yrs relationship. imgaine all the things we all do together..countless..i just lost a soulmate, a good friend, someone that has been beside me all these while no matter what happen. the companion that i will see almost every weekend, the companion whom i share my laughter, anger, sadness with. the person whom i sms/msn daily without fail.
now i just feel empty, lonely...
i have to say 7yrs of relationship has made me quite tiring of this relationship..because i think most ppl know something has to happen to spice up the relationship which i think is marriage..and im never going to do that now. maybe if we had only known each other at a later time..something else might have happen.
probably its just fated we are not meant to be for each other. you are a really good girl, pretty, understanding, care for family, interesting, gui ling jing guai...i will miss the time being with u. i didnt realise i actually love you more than i thought until after this brkup..its definetly more than what we both thought but lesser compare to yours for me.
Wish you all the best..hope you will find a guy that will treasure you more than i do, a guy that care more than i do, who is as patient as me, a guy who love you more than you love him and a guy who can give you the happiness, the life you wish for..
Take care and smile..hope you will get over it soon..you will always have a place in my heart.
realise everytime i brk up i will come blog to this lifeless computer. but all these brk ups in these past 7yrs..is with the same lady. and from reading my previous post, i did not change abit, i still like to keep things to myself, maybe im just too selfish and do not like to share things with others.
nonetheless..i think this is the final time i will brk off with her, like we said before, if we brk again..thats it.
the feeling is pretty terrible to end a 7yrs relationship. imgaine all the things we all do together..countless..i just lost a soulmate, a good friend, someone that has been beside me all these while no matter what happen. the companion that i will see almost every weekend, the companion whom i share my laughter, anger, sadness with. the person whom i sms/msn daily without fail.
now i just feel empty, lonely...
i have to say 7yrs of relationship has made me quite tiring of this relationship..because i think most ppl know something has to happen to spice up the relationship which i think is marriage..and im never going to do that now. maybe if we had only known each other at a later time..something else might have happen.
probably its just fated we are not meant to be for each other. you are a really good girl, pretty, understanding, care for family, interesting, gui ling jing guai...i will miss the time being with u. i didnt realise i actually love you more than i thought until after this brkup..its definetly more than what we both thought but lesser compare to yours for me.
Wish you all the best..hope you will find a guy that will treasure you more than i do, a guy that care more than i do, who is as patient as me, a guy who love you more than you love him and a guy who can give you the happiness, the life you wish for..
Take care and smile..hope you will get over it soon..you will always have a place in my heart.
